July 2011
New Theme!
what do you do when the person you love and who says they love you basically says it was all a fuck up and should never have been like this and that they don’t think they’re right for me? i feel guilty for being unfair to him but at the same time i feel like that’s unfair of him to say. i don’t know, i feel all fucked up and confused right now :/
spencer is out of the hospital and he’s officially an idiot. that’s all i’m going to say. Other than that, I’m glad he’s alright now and back home :)
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she knows how to cook pancakes.
wait, one last question about pancake...
can i walk away and have a cigarette? y/n?
stai replied to your post: good news: i found pancake mix in the pantry. bad…
Pan about medium heat, pour the mix down, when the bubbles that form pop and leave little craters, flip them over, then about another minute on the other side.
omg, you’re my savior. i’ve forgotten how to eat without having dinner with someone, so this is odd. needless to say, i’m...
good news: i found pancake mix in the pantry.
bad news: i have no idea how to make pancakes without burning them.
alright, let’s do it.
sometimes i get this really crazy feeling of...
i need to stop listening to sad music when i’m home alone and i haven’t eaten anything all day and i’m worried but suppressing it.
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stai replied to your photo: bloggin with my top off mmm
SOOO PRETTYYYYYYY
omg i just cut my bangs so now they’re like nose length instead of the same length as the rest of my hair so i look totally different but i think better and btw, thank you <3
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yayayay spencer ETA on coming home: 6 hours <3
i'm looking for a few french buddies
so that I don’t forget how the language works. if you’re interested in having random conversations about whatever you feel like (be it in english or francais!), message me here or here, i check both regularly :)
alrighty, just heard from Spencer (my sick boyfriend who’s in the hospital) and the good news is that the doctors just said that they got everything under control and that there probably won’t be any permanent kidney damage. bad news is that he’ll have to stay another night in a hospital bed and he’s not so sick anymore that he can’t eat the icky food.
i’ve been up almost all night taking care of my boyfriend who’s been so, so, so, so sick. he decided to go to the hospital a couple hours ago. they just transferred him to the main building (apparently he went to a small, private branch). his kidneys are failing. i’m really scared and worried, i feel like i’m going to be sick myself :/
I’ve mostly been posting here.
Expect ciiel to be updated slightly less often, as I’m starting a new job soon and it will be difficult to juggle the multiple accounts (ciiel, leslumineux, and themes)
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Day 1: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365...
I’d like to get a stable job and have a good start to university this fall. I’d like to stop feeling guilty about things and gain a bit more confidence. i’d like to live more offline and go out and do things again. i want to be happy and stop feeling lost, trapped in my mind.
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365 day challenge
Day 1: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days with a picture of yourself Day 2: something that’s illegal but you think it should be legal Day 3: what you think your reason for being here is Day 4: how you think your life would change if you achieved your dream Day 5: something you would change about the world Day 6: something you would like to change about yourself Day 7: a show or a movie...
ciiel:
DREAMCATCHER THEMES
